Though I do know I don’t all the time present it, and regardless of hurting you as a lot as I’ve all through the years, let me begin off by saying that there are such a lot of issues that I like about you.
I like while you come alive within the autumn, although every part round you is dying. It jogs my memory that you just discover the wonder in issues even when they’re coming to an finish. I like that even in your most attempting instances when you might not see the trail in entrance of you, you selected to go on anyway. Your resilience is part of you that I by no means gave you adequate credit score for.
I do know that I’ve knocked you down extra instances than I’ve lifted you up, and I do know that I didn’t all the time see the creases by your eyes as years of smiles and laughter however reasonably a flaw that would by no means be fastened. I do know that everytime you had been feeling good about your self, I poisoned that fragile plant of self-love you had been rising so gently. I’m sorry that for every time you informed me we had been doing good, I disagreed with you virtually immediately. It’s not that I wished to, I simply prioritized my fears greater than I prioritized you.
I’ll now not mock you everytime you stutter ordering your espresso, as we will giggle it off collectively. I received’t pressure you to panic if you happen to miss your practice, as a result of there’ll all the time be a subsequent one. And when your palms are shaking from waves of hysteria, I’ll be the primary individual to carry them.
I do know that I solely stand one probability at a love like yours, and this time I promise to do it proper.
I hope that you just select to forgive me for all the instances I’ve made you’re feeling lower than you might be, as a result of I do know that there’s no one on this world I want to like greater than you.
A you that guarantees to be higher.