I’m not over the emotions I nonetheless have that I faux I don’t. I’m not over the recollections that hang-out me each evening earlier than I fall asleep. I’m not over how lovely you’ll make me really feel. I’m not over the way in which you’ll have a look at me. I’m not over time we now have. I’m not over all the hassle you set into breaking down my partitions. I’m not over the truth that you’re bizarre completely matches my bizarre. I’m not over that you simply give me what I would like earlier than I ask you to. I’m not over that you simply confirmed me a love that I by no means believed in. I’m not over all of the nostalgic infantile issues we each like. I’m not over how one can bear in mind all the things from years in the past prefer it was yesterday.
I’m not over your loved ones and pals I grew to like. I’m not over the eagerness that by no means burns out, even in any case these years. I’m not over the truth that you make me really feel protected and wild on the similar time. I’m not over holding your hand earlier than we go to sleep. I’m not over the primary meal you made to impress me. I’m not over carrying your favourite outfit, hoping you’ll discover. I’m not over making an attempt to win you again with my physique.
However I’m over it. I’m over ready for issues to get higher.
I’m over ready so that you can not be misplaced. I’m over apologizing for indiscretions of years previous. I’m over being punished for errors I’ve made. I’m over not being certain if this actually nonetheless is “what it was once.” I’m over you not desirous to develop up. I’m over you not seeing how excellent I’m. I’m over you for not giving me an opportunity to be greater than only a trophy. I’m over believing in your potential if you don’t imagine in your self. I’m over feeling responsible for my success if you don’t even attempt. I’m over feeling like I’ve excessive requirements when my exceptions are greater than affordable.
I’m over making compromises when all I get in return is fake guarantees. I’m not over our fortunately ever after however I’m over us being only a “perhaps.” I’m not over being your love however I’m over being simply an choice. I’m not over “being the one” however I’m over being a “what if.” I’m over you feeling sorry for your self and utilizing this as an excuse to surrender. I’m over you performing like I make you are feeling insufficient when all I wished was so that you can give one thing an opportunity.
I’m over you being too lazy to be the person I deserve. I’m over you saying, “You deserve higher” however you by no means develop into higher. I’m over you settling as a result of it’s simpler. I’m over you operating away to keep away from the reality. I’m over you selecting the better alternative as a result of she doesn’t problem you want I do.
I’m not over you, however I’m over it.