I noticed I solely considered you as soon as at present.
Each track doesn’t remind me of you anymore.
I can lastly watch my favourite exhibits once more with out listening to you complain about how annoying it’s however then catching you watching it over my shoulder.
Immediately I managed to play your favourite document on the document participant whereas I cleaned with out eager about you half-asleep on the sofa, slowly bobbing your head forwards and backwards to it.
I drove to our spot at present. I sat there remembering what it felt prefer to be with you.
I remembered your pores and skin on mine, your mouth on me, your fingers working down my backbone within the morning as I compelled myself nearer into your chest. I remembered the sound of you sneaking down the steps at 6 a.m. to verify I woke as much as scorching espresso. The scent of your cologne lingering within the air after you’ve left for work.
Immediately I sang within the bathe with out seeing your smile.
Immediately I walked previous the spot the place we stood and mentioned goodbye. The place I watched you stroll away from me one ultimate time. I stood there remembering the fights, the crying, and the darkish moments that slowly grew to become our regular.
In the future I’ll get up and also you gained’t be my first thought. In the future you gained’t be my final thought earlier than I shut my eyes at evening. In the future I gained’t hope it’s you calling when my telephone rings. I gained’t all the time pause and wait to see when you’re going to come back cease me from ingesting the final of your drink you set within the fridge to avoid wasting for tomorrow.
I solely considered you as soon as at present, and now at present I’m one step nearer to by no means eager about you once more.