It’s unlucky that issues needed to finish this manner. To be trustworthy, it’s extra disappointing than something. I felt like part of me knew all alongside that this was going to occur however didn’t need to notice the reality of it. I used to be having an excessive amount of enjoyable laughing and residing in reminiscences to imagine what was in entrance of me.
I don’t imagine you’re a unhealthy particular person and by no means will, however generally your actions might be deceiving, and all of it begins with a lie. Even from the start it began with a lie, and I simply let it go believing that you can by some means become the trustworthy man I knew you had been deep down.
You confirmed me lots of totally different sides of you, and my favourite was your smile and your humor. And I’ll always remember that. As a lot as you might hate me, and as a lot as I could hate you at this second, I’m nonetheless right here for you. I simply can’t be there for you if she is.
To be trustworthy, I don’t know what I did flawed. I query myself why it went the way in which it did, and what I may have carried out to be a greater, extra supportive girlfriend, however it all went again to that I did every part I may up till you left me.
When somebody begins to push again on issues, you simply can’t power it. I do know I’ve made errors, however I’ve realized from them, and I hope you’ll too. I’ll develop and be taught from this, and I hope you’ll as nicely. It’s not too late to cease what you’re doing and take into consideration what it actually means to be proud of your self and what it means to please your self and never others.
I’m sorry if I ever did something to make you’re feeling something lower than superb, as a result of at one level you had been that manner with me. I’m sorry if I ever broke your coronary heart or stated hurtful phrases. I’m sorry if I ever felt too controlling or too overpowering. I’m sorry if I used to be by no means supportive sufficient. I’m sorry if I ever made you’re feeling any lower than essential.
I can’t change the previous, however I can change the long run. As I write this, I really feel a bundle of feelings due to the way in which I really feel proper now. Nevertheless, I do know that I didn’t should be handled the way in which that you simply handled me in our final moments. I deserved a greater ending.